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medieval wood

Erbil Kücük — Sun, 15 Aug 2010 05:01:12 +0000

lately i painted all my wood panels white. can´t tell where the urge came from. however it enlightend my my perceiption of the world completely. previously all wood panels where in their original natural state. unpainted unglased. it gave me a warm fuzzy feeling however never had the pleasure to feel modern. it was always natural. feel like lifted into a new century part of the modern world. i got rid of every natural place in my house painted everything plain wood with white paint and never want to go back to the natural look again.

delights of nature

Erbil Kücük — Thu, 22 Jul 2010 00:05:35 +0000

today i had the task to mow my lawn not a big yard still mine and as all good citizens i used my lawn mower to cut the grass in my yard during this task i was plagued by the intense heat covering the world these days burning through my t-shirt and giving me an unpleasurable feeling during my task however the burning sun can´t take me from my task of cutting the grass in my backyard so it comes i cut through my grass row for row to the hedge side of my lawn there it hit me small bits of my trees nature through gentilely to the ground went through my lawn mower and hit me right were you hit your enemy under your knee caps to make someone hurt very much and so did nature with their wonderful gift of plant and made me cry in pain loudly to curse the event then cutting my lawn woke up a small ant hill in my harmonious with the nature backyard destroyed their building angry as they were they swarmed out to hit everything they can hit in their anger unfortunately i was the only person around they could hit in their anger and they did so gentiley biting through my legs i cried out in another source of pain and hit them with my bare hand where i got them and made them give up eating my legs the fight and intese heat left me sweating the guts out and so it came horse flies must have taken notice of me or was it the long nature grass i cut this day and used as a hide out for natures creatures between my cuts or is it the near by river that made them to nest hear even it could be neighbors barn what ever it might be they nested there and when i fought off ants and tree droppings and sweating during this fight under the sun they must have sensed me in a way only horse flies can sense a poor soul under the sun fighting of natures two delights tree droppings thrown out by a lawn mower and a family of ants and so they took an aim for me and hit me as only horse flies can hit a man in pain one in my leg one in my arm one on my neck others flying around me in search for an easy target for this poor guy fighting lawn mower dropping tree droppings furious ants and the sun so they hit me where ants left un used places of my bare skin and they hit me as only horse flies can hit a man already in pain

the balance of nature

Erbil Kücük — Fri, 29 Jan 2010 18:14:12 +0000

civilization is a fight against nature. one you hear all the ages. the cry for back to the nature. many times humans are fed up with society and seek tranquility in nature. tranquility in the simple rural lifestyle. but how accurate is their desire.

civilization is a constant fight against nature. if you don´t fight nature it takes his territory back. pretty much ruthless in his efforts. so is civilization. it is a fight between two with no regrets no remorse. both have to loose everything.

in our nihilistic view it is always not a view of right or wrong. just a what is going on and no masks please. no peachy words please. show me the world as it is unmasked. have getting rid of grammatics and other vocabulary wich makes us life easier and more beautiful.

first we can not go back to nature because we have to dust all the time. everytime we sweep away the dust of our furniture or clothes we fight nature. everyone who washed his cloth his accomodation or himself faught nature: he can tell us what he wants – he can make himself a boy of nature that respects the balance. when he dusted he faught that balance, that dynamic they call natural. conclusio every cleaning dusting sweeping is unnatural and against nature a man who respects nature will never dust clean wash sweep let enter nature his life and respects it´s superiorty. he is full of respect for the forces of nature that he never will do anything to disturb that balance.

whenever he feels a burb fart or any other bodyly expression he will accept this as a natural cycle. forces of nature. a balance he cannot disturb or intervene. nature has to flow naturally. every human intervention would hinder the natural harmony established in hundreds of million years or created by an intelligent design: which way you take it is unimportant – do not disturb or intervene in this devine order – if you feel a burb fart iching do it don´t hold it back let nature go it´s way his way.

evolution or intelligent design made up different animals and different plants you have to respect them. do not pick them up root them out or fight them. nature has a plan with these species. it is natures (or gods) will to be so so let it be. fighting nature is fighting the great plan. deus vult. when a horsefly crosses your road or any other stinging insect let it be. allow nature to gow his way. if you hit an antfarm with your foot and you are swarm with billions of ants eating your flesh from your living body allow it is natures and gods will it is their plan to be so. it has sense and meaning. there is a greater plan behind it you can´t see now. allow nature to go his way. you have a spider in your house building a nest, bedbugs nesting in your matrass flies eating your dinner or other crawling insects: do not disturb nature: deus vult naturam vult. you disturb a dvine great order if you intervene in to the balance of nature allow them to flow and grow and go. if it happens that you live in africa and a lion crosses your way do not use your shutgun: allow nature go it´s way. nature (god) designed lions to eat human leave your rifle.

if it happens that your body is overgrown with bacteria and viruses allow them to grow: do not use medicine to fight them back. bacteria and virus are elements of nature there is a reason why they are on earth evolution (god) wanted them to be. every human intervention in nature disturbs the balance of nature. allow bacteria and virus grow in and on your body even if it takes your life. how dare you to disturb the harmony destroy the balance. this natural harmony is essential to sustain nature.

if you have a garden and the garden plants are moving into your house do not cut your garden plants or moe your lawn. it is natural that plants grow and they need their space hour housing hinders their way: so move your housing and let the plants breeze or allow them to take over your house and live with the plants – don´t you ever dare to hinder nature in it´s natural move. plants grow you can´t accuse them for being plants – how dare you ! unnatural being you !

if nature shakes the ground rivers float your accomodation storms sweep them away mudslides burry your housing and family don´t be angry it is natures (and gods) will to be so: deus vult.

life is unnatural negativistic philosophy

Erbil Kücük — Wed, 22 Jul 2009 18:30:20 +0000

now i try something as usual i am not sure whether i am ready for this theme following is to order my head and write down some theses as a first step to develop a philosophy around it or better on it it is not finished it is the beginning it is for sorting out yet let´s try it out

the natural state in universe is darkness the universe is in it´s nature darkness light is the exception and appears only in a few spots in the universe

heading to the light and enlightenment is unnatural

life is the exception in the universe life is only possible under some circumstances this circumstances does not appear everywhere and it´s environment is very fragile

life is unnatural it requires constant activity to exist it has no natural state of existence if constant activity does not happen life disappears life cannot exist by itself without activity

life requires the death of the other life is only possible through the death of another living being be it a plant or an animal life has always terminate the life of the other or benefit from the death of the other to exist

death is the dissolve of a living being after the activity is no longer made death is the dissolve of the living to it´s natural being

life is unnatural

science is the observation of the outer through a living all living reviews the outer through it´s use for the living through it´s relation to the living a view of the outer without the consideration of the living the observer is not complete all science forgets the observer and assumes the observation without the observer is a satisfactory all science misses the observer science follows the relations of the observed and misses the observer as if there is a clear reconstruction in the observer without the observer the observer always views the observed with the relation of the observed to the observer the observer can not observe without a relation to the observed the moment the observer builds the relation it looses the ability of a pure observation a pure observation is not likely a observer has to build a relation to the observed it can not watch unrelated every relation is biased determinate by the needs of the observer